Keepin it Keba

While standing in line

Now I stand in line so that is a lot of “me” time.  Ever since I started doing the whole college thing my wardrobe has gotten quite lazy and unfashionable.

With that said when I feel like I don’t look good that equals an awkward insecure Lena walking around.

Now whether it is walking around or waiting line this is thing I think about most:

What do I do with my hands?

This really bothers me.  I just don’t know. 

Should I cross them? No, because then you appear stand offish and I already have a bitch face so that would only make people think I really am I a bitch.

Should I put the in my pockets? Yes 
but what if you don’t have pockets?!?!?! well then I just hold my phone as if I am texting somewhere or expecting a call.

No one ever texts me or calls me so then I just feel dumb for holding because if no one ever calls/texts me then I just look like a loser because I don’t do anything with it.

So my resolution to this problem: I just stare at my phone and play forty thieves (like solitaire) 

Yes I am that one weird kid playing a card game on my phone.

And heaven forbid I actually just let my hands sway by my side

I feel uncomfortable even doing that at times 

Well I over think what to do with my hands